Why should i care so much ,
When things seems different t you ?

Oh fcuk ,
I'm so stupid ,
damn damn stupid .
Why should i spent so much time ,
Tire myself ,
Just because of you ,
When i'm not even th one in your mind ?
Since you already had her ,
Why should i still stay ?
I seriously hate it ,
I hate faking a smile always ,
When i know ,
I'm actually not happy at all .
But i only have t keep quiet ,
t maintain what we are now .