Happy Birthday Alicson Jie & Suresh ! (:
Maybe things go well for you up ahead your life (:

Same routine ,
Didn't walk t school w baby , again .
Yah , he's tired , need t sleep longer .
Another night without him messaging me yesterday .
He's tired , and tired , and tired .
Sick , yah .
I got t be understanding , yah .
I don't wna get used t life like this ..

Rather moody in th morning ,
Slept for th whole Geography period .
Thanks t those girls who cheered me up ,
I will , don't worry .
Skipped recess ,
because I remember telling Baby i wna slim down t 40kg ,
And he said it's impossible , from 48 t 40 .
Wonder if he still remember ?
Cried at parade square after recess .
Ohmy , disgrace man .
Cried in class too , so malu lor .
I'm just too tired , too tired t stay strong .
Sorry t Twinneh , Yanni , Chong and classmates whom i'hv ignore .
Sorry for not answering but ignoring when you all talk t me .
and also Twinneh , Yann and Chong for ignoring you all ,
when you all tried hard t cheer me up .
Was feeling better during Art .
All that Chong lah ,
Tell me that Bulldog's there ,
And i laughed ._.
Had our art lesson at th library ,
And they keep say Bulldog lor ,
make me laugh !
Ms Nadira say i draw till v nice , (happy)
Crapping around w Suresh and Mahen .
Stupid Mahen , keep asking Chong ,
"Chong , i gangster right , right ??? "
Lame lor , Ms Nadira keep laughing like how i do too .
Walked over t Jp for lunch w Twinneh .
Was suppose t have PizzaHut ,
but twinneh want Kfc .
Went back t school after that .
Wanted t find Baby ,
but he didn't go for PassOutParade rehearsal .
And i don't even know .
Maybe , he's sick , so he went home without telling me .
Stayed at school till 5 w Twinneh .
Walked t th bus stop w Twinneh .
Gna thanks Twinneh for accompanying me today (:
She even went back t school w me ,
Just because i said i wanted t see Baby lor .
Although i didn't get t see him ,
Twinneh also never Kb me leh ;P
Didn't receive any messages or call from Baby .
didn't talk t me in msn too .
Maybe , he's sleeping .
He's tired , sick .

I just found out ,
there's a blue black on my knee ,
But not pain ! ;3
Yanni and Twinneh's right ,
Whether you're sad , tired , happy ,
Life still goes on ,
So why not be happy and go on rather than being sad ?
I'm trying t be happy ,
but whenever things like this happen ,
and seeing baby being so stress , sick , tired ,
how can i be happy ?
i kept everything t myself ,
Because i can't find someone who could be a good advicer ,
and lend me a listening ear .

I need time t sort things out .
Maybe things should go on by another way ,
All we need is just time t change .

Baby , sometimes i wonder ,
Why things came out t be like this ?
Do you still remember how we get t know each other ,
how we fall for each other ,
how we get together ,
those days we had together ?

I wna be your pillar of strength ,
when you're sad ,
you tell me ,
when you're stress ,
you'll talk t me about it .
But things just don't go like this .
I understand you , i care for you ,
But do you ?

Maybe we need one day ,
t talk things out .
t find back those days we had together .

iluvyou , imissyou .